haha.. see! i got a big big big winnie the pooh today. dress in eee yoeh clothes. woah. a big surprise for me. especially after what happened yesterday. i havent been really happy been crying been going crazy been wanting to break off. but i love him. i do. why am i lost sometimes. i realise i don't hate him at all. i actually hate myself. and bcos i need to find a tangible target which happen to be him bcos of his loving nature and how he love to pamper me too much. but anyway love is sweet today. i feel so much in love the whole day i couldnt wait to see him after school ended. he was there getting off bus waiting for me at the school gate holding a big big winnie the pooh in his arms. i am more than joy :) i didnt expected it at all.
had our monthly dinner at old place the pasta mania. ^_^ walk walk abit and home sweeet home.

thanks boy.
this 6 mths. so much so much that we have gone thru together. i wouldnt be whole without u as my the other soul.
thanks... i do need you. just that i dont realise it bcos you are there every min every sec :)

i will study hard. i will make changes in my life. i will change myself to be better. i will set goals in my life. i will be independent. i will have self love. i will respect you. i will love you more than ever. wait for me.